My LiFe

so bored..

Tue, 27 Jul 2004 21:05:13 GMT

GOOD TIMES!!!! lol i love you jessika! bestest friends till the end bitch!

<3!

stop messing with me

Tue, 15 Jun 2004 16:52:09 GMT

you sit there and tell me that cassie was messing with your heart on how she said i love you and then went behind your back and did some stupid shit but like what are you doing to me? i cant deal with this. i tried being with you. you didnt want it enough. im never going to deny how i felt or feel about you. but make up your mind i cant deal with it.

new place to visit!

Tue, 15 Jun 2004 15:49:35 GMT

hey ya'll whats goin on? i got this new place uz people need to visit just full of pictures its pretty fun! http://brighteyed09.yafro.com
well i might update in a little bit...i have two hours of doing nothing...cuz that is what skewl is for!

life in general

Mon, 07 Jun 2004 21:27:21 GMT

you said you loved me today. you told me you missed me and you wished things were different.you told me how perfect i was for you and how you would go to the end of the world for me. i guess that must have been before you met her. i know you are probably telling her the same smooth bullshit you once told me. im sure shes falling for it too. i mean what girl wouldnt? you act like a victim in your own sick pathetic game. it must be tough having all the girls at your every word. hoping they will be the next girl in the life of jsanch. it did hurt knowing that all those things you said to me are just like any other ordinary words to you. i told you things i have not told anyone else before. i trusted you.its just a game your winning... thats all i was to you.. a trophy.you have no idea what you want in a girl..in life for that matter.i know what i want. and right now its not you.it is always hard to get over your first except if you know they told you things and then lied about it...and you found someone BETTER in the end. life does and will move on past you.just know that you lost something you might never be able to replace again.
ya i had to let out some of my feelings toward jeff....dont take it personally jeff i just have a lot of build up anger right now. as for you evan..you are the better someone i am talking about.im sorry for all of the mixed messages im sending you but you are the only one right now. i have moved on jeff is over done with. you are now..you are my here and my present.thankyou for everything.

amanda

moved on...

Mon, 07 Jun 2004 18:49:11 GMT

i have realized that there is so much more in life past broken hearts...like finding new people and being so completley happy with them that u cant even stand it. like it is unbelievable how happy i am with evan. he is the sweetest most perfect guy ever...

SuRvEy On mAnDa!

Sat, 05 Jun 2004 17:26:58 GMT

A survey i took..its hella fuckin long...enjoy

Facts about u!

1. Name: Amanda

2. B-day: august 30 1988

3. Single or taken!!!!!!!hell ya!?: taken

4. Hair color: very very blonde

5. Eye color: blue

6. Sexy or SEXXXY?: uhh seXXXy because 3 X'S is oh so much more sexier! its a known fact! ;)

7. Happy or sad?:very HAPPY

8. Height?: 5’3 i GREW!

9. Good or bad gurl/boy?: depends am i with a girl or a guy?

10. Grounded or just always busy?: grounded! Always and forever..as usual

LOVE! Is it therr?

1. Have u ever been in love?: YES

2. Did he/she love u back?: I think he really did he told me he did..but u never really know..

3. Do u believe in love at first sight?: yea..and all i have to say to is Dammnn..u noe wat im talkin about

4. Have u ever cheated on someone?: unfortunatley yes but it tore up my life it will never EVER happen again.

5. Has someone ever cheated on u?: yes and i went out with him after he did..then he did it again..

6. Do u believe in true love?: I did and still do

7. Who was the first person u truly fell in love wit?: I think he knows who he is. Jeffrey Alan Sanchez was my first

8. R u still wit them?: no, not anymore it is what it is..things always work out in the end..maybe not in your favor but i believe in fate.

9. Do u have a crush on anyone?: well no i mean i like my bf...before him like when the jeff thing was over i was mad so i kind of had a thing for his friend joey lamon..but jess said it would never work..

10. How many people like u that u know of for sure?: a couple to my knowladge.. 6 which dosent include evan..so 7

LIKES and DISLIKES! Do u or don’t u?

1. Do u like george bush?: no and yes he has good and bad things about him

2. Do u like war?: no not particulalry..am i supposed to?im a hippie! its all about the lOvE damnit!

3. Do u like to be lied to?: yes i love it...what kind of question is that of course i fuckin hate it.

4. Do u like scary movies?: o yes, but there arent any good ones anymore

5. Do u like guys?: no im a lesbian..... haha ya right me without guys...I LOVE BOYS!

6. Do u like gurls?: sometimes...lol but not like you know oooh hey there baby type of liking...

7. Do u like dogs?: the animal or as in guys? umm thery are ok i like kitties better!

8. Do u like music?: umm fuck ya!

9. Do u like chocolate?: not really rich chocolate...i will get sick

10. Do u like cooking?: ya..i like to...but i dont like eating the nasty crap i make...dont let me cook in ur house unless u want it burned down..

THIS and THAT! What is better?

1. To love or b loved?: well if you love someone it is no good without know that u are that other persons everything also...so both but if the couldnt love in return then still to love..

2. Orange juice or milk?: ORANGE JUICE ALL THE WAY! milk...yucky

3. Apples or bananas?:aPPles..

4. Vanilla or chocolate?: vanilla and chocolate..oo im a rebel! ;)

5. Phone or internet?: phone beacuse u can hear their voice..but comp because my phones die on me..

6. Crush or love?: love...only if you know the other person loves you though

7. Music or movies?: hmm i dont know SKIP

8. Water or soda?: soda...although it should be water

9. Soup or salad?: salad

10. Clothes or nuddie?: uhh i would have to say clothes..unless u give me something to drink..some how that always changes my mind

FAVS! What do u like?

1. Fav soda?: coke

2. Fav ice cream?: i dunno but this ice cream at cold stones called chocolate devotion is the friken best!

3. Fav song?: right now? the genuwin song called difference but it can really make me cry...

4. Fav type of music?: rock,metal then the dance musik

5. Fav candy?: starbursts

6. Fav movie?: i have like 10! queen of the damned,interview with the vampire,lost boys,butterfly effect,sixteen candles,breakfast club..ok im done

7. Fav saying?: all of them are by jsanch..."thats cute" "dont be such a homersexual"

8. Fav movie starr?: i dont know...

9. Fav tv show?: used to be jackass..now viva la bam and wild boys

10. Fav quote?: Don't settle for the one you can live with, wait for the one you can't live without

1. Is it crazy to play wit fire?: no...kids that dosent mean u play with fire

2. Is it crazy to know movies by heart?: yea...thats me and my friends for you..its sad..

3. Is it crazy to talk on the phone until 4 AM?: not unless its the boy your in love with he is making you go to sleep....and says all the right things to you..ok stopping..

4. Is it crazy to b in love wit someone who doesn’t love u nemore?: umm no i dont think so...unless your all scary and suicidal about it and then right them scary notes telling the person they are anerexic because of you...blah blah..

5. Is it crazy to sing a song even though its not playing?: no its called imagination

6. Is it crazy to want to die?: sometimes..it depends on the reasoning..but what the dub ppl are doing these days because there life supposedley sucks...then yes it is very stupid.

7. Is it crazy to wish for something better?: no

8. Is it crazy to fall in love?: sometimes. but when it dosent work out it hurts and then you feel like it was stupid and crazy and you want to regret it..but dont.love can never be crazy

9. Is it crazy to have a dream and not remember it?: no I had this one dream and yeah nvm I 4got-

10. Is it crazy to watch lil kid movies and enjoy them?: uhh if so then i am crazy..i own like every disney movie known to man.and i like most every single damn one of them!

HYPOTHETICAL SITUATIONS! What do u do?

1. What do u do when ur bored?: uhhh get ur ass up and do something..like swimming in a pool with ur neighbor u just found out u lived next to!

2. What do u do when ur mad?: i dont know i keep it all inside which sux...but i would scare a lot of ppl if i actually was open with anger..

3. What do u do if zombies attack?: ok stupid....

4. What do u do when someone breaks ur heart?: breaks it on purpose? or no? does he want it to mend it back up? i dont know im not good in this category..

5. What do u do if someone lies to ur face?:not talk to them for a while..ask dean or crystal..but i dont hold a grudge for very long..unless ur dean who i still dont like.lol

6. What do u do for a Klondike bar?: i would.....hey you know me and my friend were walking down the street and these 2 guys with a camera came up to us and asked that..and i guess our responce was run..cuz uh thats wat we did.

7. What do u do when people sing on the phone?:if they are good at it..im quiet and i listen if not im like ok i used to like that song..u killed it

8. What do u do when u hear voices?: nothing..start talking to them i guess...

9. What do u do for funn?: depends..who am i with..wat time is it..what day..where are we...and do i have any money and if so how much?

10. What do u do when u like someone?: i tell them...or they end up asking me out anyways so it works both ways..

WE CANT BELIEVE U DID THAT! Have u ever?

1. Have u ever killed someone?: no

2. Have u ever cried over a guy/gurl?: yea..

3. Have u ever gone skinny-dipping?: yes

4. Have u ever lied?: uhh no...what are you talking about?

5. Have u ever gone streaking?: what me? i told u only if you give me something to drink do i think that clothing is not required.

6. Have u ever blown anything up?: uhh almost a microwave..who knew metal...will blow up...i didnt know..

7. Have u ever had sex?: no...virgin...proud...not changing my mind any time really soon...oooh wait hes hot..nvm i lied i lied.....lol jk

8. Have u ever snuck out?: uhhh no...im so good...only in oregon

9. Have u ever done something u regret?: no...one thing leads to another

10. Have u ever told someone u loved them and meant it?: yes only once in my life i actually meant it

CUZ WE WANNA KNOW! Are u?

1. Are u naked?: yes...underneath all my clothes!

2. Are u a monkey?: nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo o o o o o o Oo

3. Are u on the phone?: nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

4. Are u still taking this survey thingy?: no dumbass the answers are magically appearing on the screen...some people..

5. Are u sleeping?: right....

6. Are u a gurl or boy?: i havent decided yet....

7. Are u drunk?: nooooooooooooooooooo not yet...

8. Are u having sex?: right....with my other friend who dosent know what the hell she/he is either we are deciding on our sex together while having sex!stupid question...

9. Are u reading these questions out loud?: nooo..only to my cousin...she dosent count..and we have no life...

10. Are u laughing now?:ya...

SHIT WE WOULD NEVER KNOW! Have u ever?

1. Have u ever made-out with someone?:no....im sheltered from life..boys have cooties...but yes i have.

2. Have u ever had a bf?: no damnit im sheltered...cooties!!!!!!!!!!

3. Have u ever had sex?: well ya...just now..remember on the comp...with the person deciding on their sex....jeez...can u say short term memory loss...

4. Have u ever wanted someone ur not with?: yeah...then i got him...then it didnt work...

5. Have u ever had a naughty dream about ur gf/bf?: seriously u need help!

6. Have u ever gotten mad at someone for no reason?: maybe not for ur reason..but for my own...

7. Have u ever dumped ur gf/bf 4 some1 else?: yeah like 6 times for the same guy...wow thats called love.

8. Have u ever fallen in love?: yes with the guy i broke up with all those ppl for.

9. Have u ever had ur heart broken?: no everyone loves me..

10. Have u ever broken someones heart?: i can name them all for you...yes...some on purpose..which is mean but hey-

OPPOSITES ATTRACT! What is ur. . . ?

1. What is ur sign?:viRgO

2. What is ur fav color?: black and PINK

3. What is ur fav animal?: cows..moo

4. What is ur bra size?: wow...havent been asked in a while...

5. What is ur fav flower?:a single red rose

6. What is ur lucky number?:2 and 5

7. What is ur phone number?: not telling....

8. What is ur longest relationship?: a yr in a half..and i want to make it longer

9. What is ur gfs/bfs name?: Evan

10. What is ur record for kissing?: umm dont time it..sorry

WE KNOW ITS COMING! Would u ever?

1. Would u ever tell someone u love them and don’t mean it?: no not anymore

2. Would u ever get drunk?:yup

3. Would u ever play videogames?: yea...

4. Would u ever have sex with an animal?: ok...no

5. Would u ever set something on fire for funn?: pyro bitch!!

6. Would u ever go skinny-dipping?: hell ya...at my neighbors pool!!!lol jk joey dont get any ideas...only at my pool..

7. Would u ever go out with someone just to have a gf/bf?: umm no i dont think so.

8. Would u ever drop outa school?: no that’s stupid!

9. Would u ever do something stupid?:ok it is me we are talking about...stupid things happen to me on a regular basis...

10. Would u ever take this survey again?: no!

NOT TITLE! Totally random shit!

1. Would u die for the one u love?:i would do anything for the one i love..which i guess would include dying..

2. What do u like for breakfast?: coffee

3. How often do u have a gf/bf?:almost all the time...i know it sounds bad but itz true

4. What do u want ur wedding song to be?: im actually kind of consdiering the ginuwin song...

5. Why r u taking this survey?: bored!

6. Who was ur last bf?: Jeff Sanchez

7. Do u think this survey is a waste of time?: well . . . Yeah sorta!

8. R u doing something other than taking this survey?: listening to ginuwine

9. Would u rather b doin somethin other than taking this survey?: ya...a lot of things..like to be in poway..to not be grounded...to be seeing ppl..

10. What is the date and time?:it is june 5 2004 9:55am

LOVE IT IS EVERYWHERR! Who is ur match?

1. What do u like physically in a gurl/guy?: they gotta be comfortable wit themselves.. i dont know i go out with guy that go from one extreme to another...

2. Who is ur dream gf/bf?: he knows

3. Why rnt u and ur last gf/bf still together?: we never saw eachother

4. How long have u been going out with ur gf/bf?: a week

5. Do u consider ur self slutty?: no but others do..

6. What is better sunrise or sunset?: both..

7. Do u like blind dates?: no

8. Do u normally go out with the same type of people?: nope

9. Do u get over people easily?:fuck no

10. Do u think people get over u easily?: nope

WE JUST WANNA KNOW! What . . .?

1. What r u doing right now?: taking this survey and listening to muzik and doin hw

2. What r u listening to?: everytime i look for you-Blink 182

3. What do u think of the O.C.?: ADAM BRODY!!

4. What do u plan on doing today?: mud run..camp penelton..

5. What is ur fav word?: damn

6. What r u eating?: nothing

7. What drugs r u on?: the stuff my cousin gave me...

8. What is ur middle name?: Jade

9. What r u watching?: nothing!

10. What time did u go to bed last night?: 3:30am

ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS! When . . .?

1. When was the last time u were grounded?: right now

2. When do u go to bed?: when I fall asleep

3. When do u talk to people?: when they call or I call or w/e

4. When was the last time u killed someone?: never!

5. When was the last time u saw a movie?: butterfly effect...last sunday

6. When was the last time u kissed someone?: yesterday

7. When did u start taking this survey?:about an hour ago.

8. When do u want to die?: wen im old

9. When was the last time u got a hug from the opposite sex?: yesterday

10. When do u eat dinner?: when dinner is ready

MORE USELESS SHIT! Who . . . ?

1. Who was the last person u talked to?: andrea

2. Who do u like?: take a wild friken guess?!

3. Who is ur idol?: my brother curtis!

4. Who asked u out last?: my bf evan...

5. Who did u go out with last?: jeff...but now evan

6. Who sent u this survey?: my friend from her site..

7. Who do u know that is related to a rock star druggie?: my friend jon paul his brother is tobey maguire..

8. Who do u want to marry?: somoeon who love me

9. Who gave u ur tattoo?: I don’t have a tattoo

10. Who is ur daddy?: some druggie in colorado

YEAH THERR IS MORE! Where . . .?

1. Where did u come from?: my mom

2. Where did u meet ur last gf/bf?: skewl

3. Where were u born?: long beach

4. Where r u from?: my mom..

5. Where do u talk on the phone?: wherever the damn fone is...

6. Where do u live?: in a house what r u some kinda stalker!

7. Where do u sleep?: in a bed stalker!

8. Where do u go to school?: fuckin mchs

9. Where is my underwear?: on u I hope! Sicko!

10. Where r u parents?: I don’t know and I don’t care! U r my stalker rnt u?!

AND MORE! How . . .?

1. How did u meet ur last gf/bf?: actually through dean...and jessika...and by a simple word..damn

2. How old r u?: 15

3. How many kids do u have?: uhhh 3..lol

4. How many kids do u want?: 2 or 3

5. How brothers/sisters do u have?: 5 3 bros..2 sis

6. How animals do u have?:2cats a dog

7. How old do u act?: sometimes 3 sometimes 21

8. How old do u look?: 12 or 17

9. How many cds do u have?: a lot..

10. How much money do u have?:broke

YEAH KEEP GOING! Why . . .?

1. Why r u still taking this survey?: cuz I have nothing else to do

2. Why do u like guys?: tons of reasons..

3. Why do u like gurls?: uhh what kinda liking are u talkin bout?

4. Why do u lie to people?: I don’t lie to everyone

5. Why do u have sex with polar bears?:they are 'f'in hot!

6. Why don’t penguins fly?: cuz they are stupid..i dunno go ask a penguin..

7. Why do u talk to people?: cuz I can and I like to!

8. Why don’t u like me?: cuz u made up this stupid thing! Jk

9. Why do I come up with stupid questions?: cuz ur stupid and have no life lol jk

10. Why do u love me?: lol I don’t love u! I love someone else!

STUFF WE ALL NEED TO KNOW! So. . . Will u answer plz?

1. When was the last time u got in trouble?: like 5 mins ago

2. Why do u fall in love?: cuz I love some one I don’t know next question

3. What is ur fav sappy love song?: lol I dont really know I like a lot of them but they make me sad

4. When will the martins attack?: they already did...didnt you hear?

5. What does the voice tell u to do?:to stop taking the damn survey

6. Have u ever had a nightmare?: yeah

7. What was ur last dream about?: no comment

8. Have u ever liked a good gurl/guy friend?: yea my best friend

9. Have u ever broken up with a gf/bf and stayed friends?: very much so

10. Fav answer machine msg?: mine....i have you have reached amandas whore house this is jessika speaking..right now we have a 2 for one special going on which includes not only amanda but also me so if u will leave ur name and pleasure we will get back to u as soon as possible!

THIS IS LONGER STILL! Can u tell . . .?

1. Can u tell when ur in trouble?: hell ya

2. Can u tell me a secret?: maybe

3. Can u tell when people like u?: sometimes...

4. Can u tell people to go away?: yea..like i do to dean every day...

5. Can u tell when people r mad at u?: yeah the r mean!

6. Can u tell me u love me?: uhh how bout no..

7. Can u tell the one u love u love them?: ya i can

8. Can u tell me who u like?: how many times have we gone over this friken one!

9. Can u tell me ur name number and bra size?: no,no and no

10. Can u tell that im running outa questions?: ya

IM STILL GOING! Do u . . . ?

1. Do u walk around in ur socks?: no barefoot!

2. Do u wanna marry me?: uhh no...

3. Do u love someone?: yes many people

4. Do u like elmo?: yes!!

5. Do u know me?: perhaps....

6. Do u think I am weird?: ya...

7. Do u believe in aliens?: nope..

8. Do u wanna have sex wit me?: no...

9. Do u know what the word fu-dunk means?: no but knowing u its nasty

10. Do u live with ur mommy?: yeah...

ITS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HOPE U ENJOYED!

Sat, 05 Jun 2004 07:07:33 GMT

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in 3 words i can sum everything ive learned about life; it goes on

Sat, 05 Jun 2004 04:13:56 GMT

ok so jeff was supposed to come to my school today and i was so totally paranoid and freaking out about the whole thing because to be completley honest i dont want him at my school or around me. Evan dosent need to be around him and it just isnt good for me to see him right now. i guess you could say i still have a little grudge against him. BUT it is not without reason. i have lots of reasons for one he told me he was so in love with me and you know how you cant always believe the guys bullshit when they say i love you over the phone....well jeff said it to me face to face and he told me all sort of things...and its not fair. at all. but i found this boy...he is beyond awesome...i cant even begin to start about explaining him. too much. no flaws...im looking havent found any. like jeff you will always be really close to me and i will always consider you my best friend. forever well right along next with t.j and jessika but you know what i mean, i guess that is all for right now... more later...

JessiKas house

Mon, 31 May 2004 19:19:20 GMT

hello all...well im at my bestest friends house....jessika miller! and we went to a BBQ the other day it was pretty fun..we spent half the time running away from an 8 yr old. then we took some crazy pics and stalked a kid we have now named 'SCOOTER BOY' well not us really stalking him..he was sort of stalking us.right now we are just sitting around chillin shes puttin on makeup and im talking about the day. we might have some people come over but we are not sure. there hasnt been much going on lately i have been grounded for a long time. Jeff Sanchez broke up with me. i don't know why exactly he said it was because we dont see eachother enough but i know he still really really likes his ex girlfriend cassie. so i mean whatever. thats the way the world works. But sometimes things like that are supposed to happen for a reason cuz i mean after that this really awesome guy Evan asked me out and things are good right now.well im gonna go . lata
heres some pics of me and jess

(pothead)

so heres some pics of Me and Jessika (xemoheartcorex ) yep hopw you enjoy

*My LiFe*